"Promise. You are such a wonderful girl."
Oh, the feels. ♥
I miss you so bad. It’s so sad knowing that you’re not here anymore. When you decided to walk away, you took our memories together. You took them all. And as you drift further away, you stole a part of me. The part who knows how live and love. Now all I am is empty.
I’m in my room, laying flat on my back. I really don’t know what to say except I am tired as fvck.
These past few days, I’ve been worse. I couldn’t sleep until it’s dawn. Last night was the worst. I couldn’t sleep so I decided to read so when I get tired eventually, I’ll feel sleepy.
When I didn’t, I tried closing my eyes but it just made me wince. It hurts so much. It felt like someone sprayed alcohol on my eyes or put salt on it. It hurt so bad I just cried and cried. I didn’t understand what’s happening to me then so all I did was resort to crying and praying, hoping that the hurt will soon vanish.
Apparently I cried myself to sleep so when I woke up at 1pm today, my eyes are all puffy. Good thing it doesn’t hurt anymore though. I just wish my body would participate so that I could go back to my old sleeping pattern. I hate this feeling of being restless and stressed. This isn’t me. :(